Here it is, the last day in January and my blogging experience is already past due. I think what happened was the Gaslight show went up and I immediately went back to work, which means little to no time for anything but the necessities. And, unfortunately, blog, you are unnecessary. But it's nice to be back for some venting.
I am so tired all the time. I am tired ALMOST like I was when I was pregnant. But I am not pregnant. I am a working mom, yes, but a working mom of one. One very good, very pleasant toddler. And I have a supportive husband who contributes to the household. What is the reasoning behind this? I am not sure, though I think I have to go back to the dr. for bloodwork. It's time to check my thyroid levels anyway; maybe my dosage needs adjustment. If that's not the case, I will have to make an appointment. Because I am not a fan of this. I have NO energy. I can barely get my work done on a good day, I never exercise and my sex drive is caput. I am managing, but not managing well enough to stay happy. I am trying to monitor my evening carb intake as well. Sometimes it feels like a crash and burn kind of tired, so I wonder if I am overloading on carbs when I eat dinner with my starch-loving family. That's no good for a variety of reasons, but it's also an easy-ish fix. I do love carbs...but it's not worth it to feel like this. I could close my eyes right now and I haven't even opened my bag to do work tonight. This is not the example I want to set for my son, nor the wife I want to be for my husband. For now, I have to fight it; hopefully, in the future, I can fix it.
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